I seem to be making a few mistakes with Friends and Family back home and in London.  They always seem like the things to do in the moment or more so I get caught up in the moment and do something I shouldn’t have.

Its been a good lesson to learn but these events have defintely changed the way I think about things.

I guess you get to an age where you have to grow up but not necessary forget all types of fun- I cant imagine giving up balloons or cupcakes because they are deemed childish but more like I am at an age where lying or withholding how I feel about something should be stopping. All the people in my life play a very vital part and at 24 I should be able to tell someone how I feel without getting into a fight or argument. Regardless of how I behave towards Balloons, puppies or confetti I am confident that through all these ‘mistakes’ that I now know that if I have a problem or am upset then talking to the offender or other person is going to be the only way to solve it and even if the other person doesn’t agree or has their own problems with it I can be safe in the knowledge that I was true to myself.

I need to stop going after the small things, there is a  much bigger picture.